Where is the Chocolate??

So today I am feeling a little blue. I don't know why....all I know is when I am feeling a little down I always crave chocolate! I haven't had any yet; I know you are thinking oh, it is OK just to have a little. Well, when I get my hands on chocolate I eat all of it. All the chocolate in the bag, box or wherever I can find it. I have been so strong resisting the urge to go and buy some today. But it has been soooo hard. I really, really want to lose weight and I know chocolate isn't going to help. Like I said in one of my last posts. I have to keep my eye on the prize. I want to be skinny!! Maybe not skinny but at least normal size. I want to fit into a seat with out my hips getting stuck. I don't want to worry about breaking a chair when I sit on it. I just want to feel normal. I want to feel sexy and pretty again. I can do it!! I just have to keep my hands off of chocolate and all the other treats I go for when I am feeling blue. I can do it!! Eye on the prize!